IT'S BEEN 1 YEAR TODAY...SO SAD

TWILIGHT MADE $70.6 MILLION THIS WEEKEND...TAKE THAT CRITICS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just finished Breaking Dawn and loved loved loved it, and it is my favorite in the saga!!!!!! Twilight will always be everyone's favorite, but aside from that, Breaking Dawn was remarkable. I didn't think I'd like it, just from the opinions of others, but it was brilliant. Now, I have to wait for Midnight Sun to come out and for Twilight to come out on DVD. Whatever will I do with my life until then? I'd write fanfiction, but it takes all of the beauty out of the story...

Stephenie Meyer is bloody fecking brilliant and truly gifted.

Twilight is totally amazing the second time around as well...
but i'll always remember my first time :D
let's see how i feel about the third time tonight :D

~TWILIGHT WAS AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING~
*SWOONS*
~ROBERT PATTINSON IS EVEN MORE AMAZINGLY GORGEOUS ON SCREEN~
~GOING TO SEE IT AGAIN TONIGHT AND TOMORROW NIGHT~
*sighs*
~WHAT I WOULDN'T DO FOR A NIGHT ALONE WITH THAT MAN~

ROB PATTINSON IS ONE OF PEOPLE'S 2008 SEXIEST MEN ALIVE...SO GORGEOUS

completely...completely and uterly obsessed with the Twilight Saga...it consumes almost my every thought...dreams too...it's amazing...I've read Twilight, New Moon, and Eclipse in a week...I can't help it...it's amazing...just started Breaking Dawn this morning...God, I hope Stephenie Meyer writes more...I'm so excited for the movie...*in love with edward cullen like whoa*

Jess got into a car wreck last night, and she was on the phone with me when it happened. Scared the hell out of me for 20 minutes, and then, I found out she was okay. I might fucking kill her...if you know me, I take things like that beyond the point they need to be drawn too...I'm thinking she's unconscience or worse...which, she knows better, b/c I'd revive her and kill her myself lol But, I'm glad my bestie is okay. Rick is acting normal...he's getting the fact that I broke up with him and that it's kinda fine for right now. ::end of story::

I'm single...end of story...don't want to talk about it...it's for the best right now...

I'm over Jason...when I look at him or think about him...there's just nothing there.
Rick hasn't done anything, but I just feel like nothing is there anymore. When I think of him, I just don't feel the way I used too. There's no passion, sex, hatred, or care anymore-I care about him but yeah...and not having hatred is good I suppose...but hatred would be better than feeling nothing, right?-. I just want to let him go completely, but it's kind of hard. Everyone says that I deserve better, and maybe I do, but I haven't done anything about it yet so...
I've already written about this, but it's like I'm finally thinking of me and not how I want them to feel about me. I feel-sometimes- if I act like I like them enough or care about them, that they'll feel the same about me. Yeah, that doesn't happen. I'm reading Twilight, and maybe it has had an enormously positive input on me...but I just want ME to be happy...and it seems like I'm putting myself before Rick and not thinking of how he feels...but I don't not care...I just always put everyone before Amber...and that needs to stop...there's no one else...I'm not sleeping with anyone or anything like that...I don't even want sex or anything like that right now...I'm not pushing anyone away...I just need Amber time and time period...